I have been having a hard time falling asleep. I lie down in bed next to my husband....to whom I do not talk,Oh! could that be the problem(?) I wonder!, and I cannot fall asleep. I can cry myself to sleep but I cannot calm myself to sleep. I just well up with anger and resentment. FYI, I got a cheap Christmas globe in my stocking, bought on the 24th-last minute, in my Christmas stocking. I turned 50 two weeks ago. My daughter took me out for a murder mystery dinner, it was a blast. My oldest daughter was supposed to chip in some $$ for it but that has not happened as of yet, I guess my daughter and I went stag. I do not mind that but daughter #1 made a deal with daughter #2 and I think she should honor it. My husband did a weird thing, He made a reservation at an indoor sky diving place for a day he could NOT take off work, that was strange, so it became a BIG deal for him to have to change the reservation for next month. Part of me thinks part of that is a lie.
I think he is ADHD. on Dr OZ there was a quiz to see if you are ADHD:
score not at all(1-5)definitely
1.you have difficulty organizing and getting details in order...
2. you don't remember appointments or obligations
3. when a task is challenging you procrastinate
4. you feel driven by a motor that can't be stopped
My husband scores a 15, that is pretty consistent with ADHD.
Can you say Ritalin?
Tomorrow is NYE..
...daughter #2 is spending the night at a friends. This is the first time in my adult life that there will not be one of my children home on NYE....
Now I ask you:
WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT AND DO SOMETHING FOR NYE; OTHER THAN FALLING ASLEEP AT 10:00?
AM I INVISIBLE? REALLY? AM I? I CERTAINLY FEEL INVISIBLE.
