We have gotten very little movement out of therapy.
Don now goes to an additional therapist once a week, a somatic therapist to get him in touch with his feelings.
I am still unemployed from a traditional sense but I am trying to get the ball rolling with my own business, an intuitive painting business. Exciting, excruciating and so crazy slow.....no clients yet but I am continuing to spread the word, it WILL happen.
I have no money so I go nowhere, I don't have any more friends, my best friends all live far away. I have either worked at the same place as them or I have been to a training with them. When my business is up and running that WILL change too.
I am not having any fun yet. I feel used a lot and taken for granted, my daughter, my husband. It has been a year since a friend, any friend has called me up and said: lets go ...
I feel like I am getting old. Now I am completly sensative to Dairy protein:
Whey, Casein, Lactose, so there goes: Milk, Cheese, Sour Cream, Cream Cheese and anything packaged with those things in it.
I am no sensitive to onions (sulfer I guess) I get the same sort of symptoms I get with MSG.
My hips and knees ache from time to time, both sides, when they ache, they ache bad. I am exhausted all the time. My legs ache, shins, thighs, I have to put heat on them, my upper arms feel week and ache.
I get tired, I mean really really tired, sometimes for days on end, I also get really watery diarrhea that lasts days. I don't know what it wrong, I know I had fatty liver disease a while back but the symptoms were different.
I feel like if I go to the doctor she will just say you have to loose weight and exercise. I am losing weight, I lost 30lbs in the past 2 yrs, I eat healthier than I ever have, I do not exercise because I hurt.....hello!!!
