Wow, that's depressing....

I must be feeling frumpy or grumpy....I can't tell, it feels just like every other day. Maybe I am generally pessimistic???

Realistically though, if I turned 50 tomorrow, who really would definitely be there(this list being who I would want there), of my peers and people I have an emotional tie too?

Hmmm, Fam, rents.

KT, BM

who would maybe be there?

CBF


Who would probably not be there but would be invited anyway:

OBD, DF, M&J, RF, DD, MW, LG, CF, VS, LMM

and definately, no way would they find a way to be there:

LG
Actually in reflection, I think I am feeling like I left a little something behind a long time ago, maybe twice, and I miss it.